So from the previous post,it has been about 11 months have past without any update.I did however wrote a new blog few months back but I deleted it cuz it's got a lil too personal lol.Anyhoo, nothin much happened this past 11 months except I failed yet another courses,which lead me to being kicked out of the university,owing the government plus/minus $370 thousand,currently unemployed n waitin for muet and UPU opening,and some other few fails in personal stuff etc.So all in all,notin really changed ngahahahaha...
Fucked life aside though,if there's people worry about me,if there's any,well don't be cuz I'm perfectly fine,well maybe not perfectly but totally fine.I'm not sad or anything over it,although there's one thing that kinda pissed me off;I hate it when I'm being pitied,which is why it's kinda hard to tell people about it cuz I dont know,I feel like they would pity me if I tell 'em 'bout it.I appreciate your concern but don't be cuz actually i think deep,very deeep down in my heart maybe I wanted this to happen.Many things happened when I was there,there were ups and downs and eventually almost all downs till finally I couldn't even get it up again (this isn't some dirty metaphor mind you).It's a shame what happened to my life but a least now I'm a lil happy-er,so don't sorry me cuz I don't actually deserve it.
Anyway,I kinda broke my code by bitching bout my life here but hey,at least I don't contradict the blog's name :)(there goes my first smiley..)
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